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I have told her almost everything in the post except for apologizing to her to have me back. I guess I feel that she will probably be better off with someone better than me. I mean, I have been bogged down with pessimism/depression (or whatever you call it) for as long as I can remember and for a bubbly bundle of joy like her, I wish her only the best.
Yet, now that we've broken up, I cannot lie - I feel sick thinking I'll see her being with another man that could have been me instead.
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