I passed back once and the boss went bananas shouting at me
Thank God I didn’t get many bollockings off the Boss because he could peel paint off a wall from 100 yards, but I did receive a blast in Yokohama. I thought I was playing well against Liga de Quito, the Ecuadorean side, in the 2008 final of the Club World Cup, but when I came into the dressing room at half-time, Sir Alex went bananas.
He was on my case a lot at that time about my passing. “Pass forward, pass forward,” he’d shout. When the Boss got something in his head, it stayed there. In that [first] half, all my passes went forward, except one when I turned and passed back to Rio [Ferdinand]. I wasn’t being negative, it was simply the best option, and my only intention was to pass to Rio, get it back and build again.
Once Sir Alex saw that one back-pass, something flipped and I heard him going mental on the line, “F***ing hell, will you just f***ing pass it forward?” I snapped, shouting, “F***ing what?”Not directly at the Boss, I wasn’t brave enough for that. Two minutes later, the ref, Ravshan Irmatov, blew for half-time and I knew what was coming.
The moment I entered the changing room, the Boss launched into me. “Pass the ball f***ing forward, I f***ing told you,” Sir Alex was raging. When he was like that you had to sit there and take it, let him blow off some steam. On the outside, I was calm, nodding at the Boss’s points, hiding my anger. On the inside, I was fuming and saying to myself, “I must have played 40 passes forward here and he’s picked one where I’ve gone back.” But the Boss was so wound up that I didn’t dare voice my defence.
Carrick said that Ferguson told him off in the 2008 final of the Club World Cup against Liga de Quito, the Ecuadorean sideMATTHEW PETERS/GETTY IMAGES
“‘F***ing hell, a bit harsh, isn’t it?” some of the lads said on the way back out. The Boss didn’t take me off, he very rarely did as he always gave players a chance to respond. I think he was picking a fight to keep me on my toes. Early in the second half, Vida [Nemanja Vidic] got sent off but we ground it out and managed to nick a 1–0 win with [Wayne] Rooney’s goal after I’d played the ball to [Cristiano] Ronaldo — a bit of a forward pass as well, which was ironic.
This was typical of the team, doing things the hard way. It wasn’t the buzz of Moscow but the feeling of being world champions was immense. I was pleased for the fans. United fans were all over Yokohama and fair play, considering it was right before Christmas and an expensive trip.
How I nearly ended up in a wheelchair
Football might never have been an option for me. I could have ended up in a wheelchair. As a toddler, my knees knocked together and I had flat feet.
Doctors in Wallsend, where I grew up, feared that when I started growing, I wouldn’t be able to walk or run properly so they were keen to operate.
Poor Mam and Dad sat in the surgeon’s office confronted with this massive decision — operate, or stick with how I was and hope I wasn’t restricted when I grew? Such a tough call.
Once the surgeon talked about a 50-50 chance of success or me ending up in a wheelchair, my parents said, “No chance, it’s not worth the risk.” Then, they marched me out of the clinic.
Thank God Mam and Dad stopped the op. As I grew, my knees still went in a little and I still had dropped arches, but I ran without any trouble.
Believe it or not, I could really shift back then! I went to see a foot specialist a few years back for some orthotics for my boots and he examined me, commenting on my unusually narrow hips.
Being knock-kneed gave me some issues over the years, bad achilles and the like, but never stopped me playing. Football has always been my life.
When I was a toddler I always had a ball at my feet or I’d want to carry one around. Even when I was taken to a toy shop, I’d come back with some kind of ball.
Van Gaal’s plan suffocated Liverpool
Louis van Gaal taught me another way of football, especially how to set up the team defensively, how to squeeze the pitch and suffocate a team. He went into so much detail and was so particular that we were difficult to play against when we got it right.
The period when it looked like we were making strong progress was in March-April 2015. We played Spurs, Liverpool and City and beat them all comfortably. When we went to Anfield, Brendan Rodgers had Liverpool playing a box in midfield, with Adam Lallana and Philippe Coutinho coming in off the sides.
To combat that, Louis told me to play midfield when we got the ball and centre half when we didn’t, dropping between Chris Smalling and Phil Jones so we’d always have this overload. It allowed one of them to push all the way in on their side and I just dropped a little deeper, which saved me from running from one side to the other. I moved up and back instead of across the pitch.
We tried it in a practice match at Carrington against Giggsy’s side. Giggsy always took the opposition the day before the game, 11 v 11, and we were all over the place. Giggsy’s players kept getting through. I remember saying to Chris and Phil, “Oh, we’re getting pulled all over the place here.” Louis walked past me with a smile on his face, going, “I’ve made it easy for you tomorrow!” “What do you mean?” “I’ve made it easy. Look, Chris there, Phil there. You don’t have to do anything. You have them all around you. Just read it.”
Louis showed me my position between them, creating the overload, and supposedly blocking out the space that Liverpool could use. In the end, it was the best performance I’ve seen from us at Anfield by a mile. All of Louis’s details stayed in my mind, like knowing when to drop back, and, yes, it worked. This was Louis at his best. Juan Mata won the game with an incredible scissor-kick.
The day after Anfield, we had one of the evaluations loved by Louis. I do believe there’s a place for them but not after every game.
Louis’s assistant, Albert [Stuivenberg], took us through the video, again giving us good information, but every game it was exhausting. Me and Wazza [Wayne Rooney] went to the manager to ask, “Is there a way of lightening it up a little bit?” Credit to Louis, he changed things and there weren’t as many evaluations after that.
Instead, the manager sent us all emails, so at least it wasn’t monotonous meeting after meeting. Louis had a tracker on the emails to see whether we’d opened them, just to know who took in information that way, or who needed a different route, like face to face. Some lads don’t want to look back at the game because they believe too much analysis clouds their instinct. I’d take a cluster of Louis’s emails after three or four games, and go through them all together, so it wasn’t as relentless.