It might just be.
I know I'm a christian bought up as an anglican who didn't really believe as a child, in fact I resented being made to go to church, yet I started to believe in God for myself as an adult. I'm probably not still an anglican because I have questions about whether christianity is the only faith that 'saves'.
Muslims, jews and christians all believe in the same God, they have different prophets, only the christian faith believes that Jesus Christ is the son of God but others believe him to be a prophet, maybe not even their most important one but we share so many details, bits of this and that and we still cannot get on or accept each other.
I began wondering what sort of christian I could be when I started to think whether there were other faiths that could believe in the same God but by other routes, education, culture, and time being barriers to sharing more but still sharing similar codes of behaviour, how to live and how to be kind to one another.
I don't want to start a cult, I don't even need to build a new theology around these imaginings but I'm open to the feeling that more than one faith can bring you to God and at the same time christianity is the one for me. I understand more about it obviously that I do other faiths but I believe in one creator, a creator who is not in conflict with other paths. It's not Lego but it is possible, just about.
There are problems with christianity. The history mainly, but for every Borgia Pope there has been a Francis or a John Paul to set it back on the path. When people blame christianity for all the ills of the world we have inherited I blame unscrupulous humans who merely used it as any human can use an organisation to be camouflaged by, to gain power over others. When people blame the Catholic Church for pedophiles I think much the same, these people will use any method to gain trust and be in a situation that furthers their aims. The Catholic Church and others are not pedophile organisations, those are not the aims of christianity. Football isn't bad but some people within it are. Are we supposed to start hating Football Clubs, football supporters, are they all pedophiles now? The Church isn't bad, the vast majority of people have earned that trust but been let down by a minority. We have these people as a small but now we are becoming aware of as a much larger percentage than previously thought within all of society. If you brand an organisation not by the good it has done but by what a smaller number have done then you are either unknowing of the truth or knowingly promoting BS.
Whatever faith it's impossible to be perfect but we can try every now and then. I merely believe that we have to respect different people, not necessarily believe or follow everyone else's path to God. Until I'm told otherwise of course
In the meantime I have as many flaws as any other human being, no better, no worse.