I've been going through a depressive episode over the last 6 months, and the anti-depressants I take make it incredibly difficult to sleep. And although the meds are working well in terms of my mood etc., when I try to sleep for hours and hours and I just can't manage it, some pretty dark thoughts start mustering up and I've got to force myself to think about the good things in life (it's really hard to force these things).
Last night, when I was going through this, I just started imagining VvD in LFC and how we seem to be making a bit of a statement and pursuing targets that City and Chelsea are after, and offering the same amount of money to boot. And then I just had all these images of him bossing it and Liverpool being the finished article (Yea, yea, I know, but this was supposed to be an uplifting fantasy, right?). And I managed to sleep before the darkness took over again. It was incredible.
First thing I see when I wake up, we've ended our interest. This is hilarious. In a bad way haha.
Oh well, it would have been a great signing, I think, but I'm glad we're deciding to move on quickly (the club, not some of the posters here) and try to get some other targets in, ones with less drama attached.